Little Cotton Rabbits

A month for memories

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

October is a bitter-sweet month here in our household. We celebrate five family birthdays, two for both of my children who turn a year older, eight days apart at the beginning of the month, and three for family who are now just memories (my lovely Gangan and Gampy, and my father-in-law). It's not then surprising that this month brings with it so many feelings of nostalgia and is brimming with memories from both my own childhood and those of my children, and I go about my days feeling grateful that I have such a deep well of happy memories to call to mind.

But then October is traditionally a month of reflection for many, with multiple festivals relating to remembrance spanning many different cultures. It is a liminal time between the bright, warm days of summer and winter's cold and dark, a time for settling in, for gathering together what is needed to get through the harshest months of the year, for cosying up and for reminiscing. Here it's a time for sweeping the chimney, stacking logs, batch cooking casseroles and soups and unpacking blankets and winter woollies from summer storage, and I busy myself with gathering together everything that comforts on cold, dark days.

Out in the countryside Autumn brings such melancholic beauty, with misty mornings and the colourful seasonal changes. It's also an exciting time to be out in the woods and one of my favourites, due to the arrival of fungi underfoot. So it's that time of year when I write my traditional toadstool blog post. Getting out into the woods and lying on my tummy in the wet leaves in order to photograph their fantastical forms is one of my great autumnal pleasures. I am always delighted and surprised to see something that I've not seen before and even the types of toadstool and fungi that I do recognise are always different and amazing.

Coming back into the warmth and cosiness of home after getting chilled and damp in the woods is also a delicious pleasure. And curling up with my knitting as I start to warm up again is a comfort and delight. Pattern writing is happening in the quieter moments of my days and I hope to share some new patterns with you over the remaining months of this year, pictured above are some of the coats and cardigans I'm working on for the small 7 inch animals, and there are a couple of other clothing patterns in progress too. And in the evenings, when I've run out of brain power, simple and rhythmic sock knitting in autumnal colours is a soothing end to the day.

I'm reluctant to state it (just in case I jinx things) but we are beginning to feel on more of an even keel here. Toby is currently, for the most part, content and happier than he's been for quite a while. I know that change is inevitable and always waiting around the corner but I hope this feeling of calm lasts, at least for a little while longer, as it's brought such relief and comfort to me and is very much needed.

I hope that things are calm and comfortable where you are, thanks as always for visiting here with me, 

J x

 

A little lamby giveaway

 

 

Hello there, I hope things are good with you. Everything here seems to be taking longer than anticipated and I'm counting any day a good day if I manage to tick one thing off my to-do list. Today however will be a good, good day, as posting this blog post means I've doubled my target and already ticked off 2 things, and it's only 8.30 in the morning :)

This little lamb has been in progress in my workbasket for months now, but at last she is finished. At the beginning of the year I had a quiet and secret plan, which I've not yet spoken of to anyone, and that was to give away one animal for each of the four seasons throughout this year. I'm still not sure if I'll manage to pull that off, but this is a lamb for Spring, so that's a start even though summer is almost upon us.

So, here's what you need to do if you'd like to be in with a chance of winning her and her little basket (which will arrive empty as the daisies have already wilted and I don't want her to arrive with her new owner with a basket of mushy compost). Simply leave a comment below, if you're in a rush just type enter or some such, but if you have a little time then please write a few words about something that has made you smile recently, it won't mean you have a better chance of winning as the draw will be a random one, but I do love reading a collection of happy comments.

Meanwhile I've got lots of pictures from our spring to edit here, so I'll pop back at the end of next week to confirm the winner and to share some of those. I hope the rest of your week is a good one, J x

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To enter the draw , draw closed on Thursday May 30th:

As usual I'll use a random number generator to pick the winner, so to be in with a chance of winning this lamb please leave a comment on this post, you can simply write enter, or if you have time to spare tell me about something that is making you happy at the moment.

Important note:  I'm not able to add in comments sent by email, left on a blog reading service or on any location other than this blog post. Only comments left on this post will be counted in the draw. If you are reading this on a blog reader or an email then the actual post is here: https://littlecottonrabbits.typepad.co.uk/my_weblog/2024/05/a-little-lamby-giveaway.html 

Can I also please ask that you only post once in the draw in order to give everyone a fair and equal chance. Thanks for your kind understanding of these conditions of entry in this free prize draw.

I'll draw the winner on Thursday 30th May 2024 and will update this post with the winning name.

Please also note I am reversing the flow of the comments whilst comments are open so that people can immediately see whether their comment has posted (new comments will be first) and so your comment number will be constantly changing as more new comments are added. Once the draw has closed on Thursday I will change the flow of comments so that they begin with the first one left on the post and end with the last one - this will be when your comment will be allocated the unique number for the draw.

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The winner of the random draw is Gretchen, comment number 213

Many thanks to everyone who took the time to enter, I hope to have more giveaways later in the year, J x

 

Easter Break and a bit of a re-set

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Firstly I wanted to say sorry for being so downbeat in my last post, usually I'm able to find a bit more balance and positivity. Thank you so much to everyone who took time out of their day to comment or send me a personal message. Your kindness, compassion and wisdom have warmed me so much, your own personal stories that you shared with me have given me courage, and I'm feeling enveloped in a collective hug. Thank you for your generosity of sprit, I am deeply grateful, J x

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At the beginning of April it was the two week Easter break from college and so we had Toby here full time, and do you know what - it's been a good time.

During this time I've not tried to do anything at all other than meet his needs and potter around without any aims whilst he's been busy watching his dvds or looking at his picture books. We walked every day, rain or shine, and those have been some of the best times, when he's been at his most relaxed and happy. And when he's happy, we're all happy, my wellbeing is definitely deeply intertwined with his.

These days of 'down-time' have made me rediscover something that I've lost hold of in recent years, and that is that meeting Toby's needs is not the problem. The difficulties actually arise from trying to fit in everything else.

I've realised that I've fallen into bad habits with work. The first thing I do each morning is check and respond to my emails and messages while my pot of tea is brewing. Checking and replying to emails is the last thing I do before bed too, and I'm often typing as quickly as I can when I hear the last strains of Richard Scary's 'best silly songs ever' dvd at 11pm, which is what Toby has watched for the last 20 years as his last dvd before bedtime (autism dictates a rigid and reliable routine). I don't usually have any set daily downtime, and as a result I'm often trying to concentrate on things that need my full attention whilst Toby is around. Inevitably I'm interrupted, loose my train of thought, and get grumpy and frustrated, and as a result nothing gets done as well as I would like.

When you work for yourself, especially if you work from your dining room table, the lines between work and home are blurred. It's hard to give yourself permission for time off and all too easy to keep the pressure up to keep doing more. I don't yet have a firm plan of how to tackle this, although to begin with I am going to try to put some 'office hours' in place to try and regain a little balance in my days, but I'm now certain that I do need to change the way that I'm currently doing things in order to stay well and be able to care for Toby long term. It's a long overdue realisation and I'm glad it has finally dawned on me, hopefully it will help going forward.

Since he returned to college last week I've been spending a lot of time thinking, some of it out in the bluebell woods, and it's been beautiful and peaceful out there. I've also been working on a little pattern writing and am getting closer to finishing off my spring lamb too, I hope to have her ready for a giveaway in the next few weeks.

I hope that there's some goodness in your days at the moment, and if things are a bit wobbly for you, I hope that you soon find the beginning of a path leading to better days ahead,

J x

 

Spring, maybe?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's been so wet here, rain has fallen for weeks on end and many of our familiar pathways through the woods are now well beyond muddy and are completely flooded and impassable. It's been mild too, we've only had a few frosts here this winter and everything now seems to be sprouting and proclaiming the arrival of Spring. Hopefully it's not too soon and there are no snow storms just around the corner.

The old plum tree in the garden is currently in blossom, though with all the rain it's been hard to get good pictures. Usually I post with pictures of it's beautiful frothy white blossom against bright blue skies, but this year it's rain soaked blossom. It's still a lovely sight though and has been a magnet for the growing local population of green parakeets, who've been enjoying feasting on the unopened flower buds, sometimes 6 of them in the tree at a time.

We've also had daily visits from Squidgy the squirrel who now scrabbles at the back door to get our attention each morning and who loves Brazil nuts best of all. Up until a couple of weeks ago Kit was also visiting frequently and always in daylight. Now however it seems as if we have a new friendly fox, who always visits in the dark. It's so unusual for a wild fox to tolerate being visible to humans, usually as soon as they see or hear you they disappear into the shadows and are gone. But this new fox is much bolder and, like Kit, stays in the garden when we come out of the house, she sits a safe distance away, ready to run if the need arises but looking hopefully for a snack of one of Toby's cocktail sausages, which I'm more than happy to share with her. Amy has named her Kira and she's been visiting every day for the last week. I'm not sure if that means Kit has been turfed off her territory again (a while back she disappeared for many months) and we are wondering, because of the bold behaviour, if Kira is actually one of Kit's cubs that were raised in our garden in 2020. No way to know of course, I'm just delighted to be able to see these beautiful wild creatures up close.

In between planning for Toby (hopefully we're nearing the final stages of that all now) I have of course been knitting. I've been wanting to knit a lamb in spring green colours, I'm so drawn to green as a colour at the moment, but am dithering about what shade to knit in, I find it's one of the more difficult colours to choose tonal shades in. Hopefully I'll reach a decision and finish a spring lamb soon.

Hope that you're finding small joys in your days, J x

 

A little lull

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There's currently a lull in our planning for Toby and a temporary reprieve from paperwork, so I'm enjoying decompressing a little with regular walks out in the woods.

Although winter still has the countryside in it's grip, there are signs that a change is coming, and the first flower of the year is now in bloom, the glorious snowdrop. I never feel right picking wildflowers to bring home, they all have an integral part in the wild eco-system, so I take only photos when I'm out and about, but the snowdrops in the little glass jar (clothed in beautifully made crochet by my friend Esther) were garden-grown and gifted to me by my cousin-in-law Nicky and are a beautiful reminder of their wild kin that are carpeting the woods right now.

Inspired by their delicate colouring, I have also enjoyed knitting myself a new hat. It's the Alpine Bloom hat from Caitlin Hunter of Boyland Knitworks and I've used some lovely Hampshire 4ply yarn from The Little Grey Sheep (colourways 'hellebore' and 'naturally').  I don't often wear green but I'm feeling drawn to it as a colour at the moment, probably because there is such a lack of it in the countryside over winter. Spring is on the way though, and long summer days will be following, all things to look forward to on a dark winter's evening.

There is a little gentle-paced pattern writing going on here again too, I'll show you more when it's a little further along, 'til next time I hope life is treating you kindly, J x